
A few days ago I made a HUGE discovery. It may seem trifle or a bit pathetic but it was a major leap for me. For the last 6 months I have thought, “If I would have had the twins separate it would have been better for everyone. They would get more attention, I would be a better mother and life would be so much EASIER!!!” Well I have changed my tune. I don’t know how or why but I wouldn’t want my life any different than it is today. The twins are just that, twins, and they were meant to come together and I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE having them together.
They are now starting to watch each other and play with each other and it amazes me that they actually know one another. The other day Dane was accidentally hitting a bag of wipes and London thought he was hilarious, she giggled like I have never seen her giggle. All I know is that I LOVE my twins and I LOVE that they are a part of one another. They are a part of one another in a way that can’t be described in words and they are so lucky to have each other.
I am so grateful that I was lucky enough to get to experience two babies at a time; it’s something so different and so wonderful. For all the EXTRA weight, crying, car seat carrying, formula, diapers, wipes, time, shopping carts, staring, and frustration I get the EXTRA giggles, loves, smiles, cuddles, and those undeniable PERFECT MOMENTS. It’s sad that it took me this long to figure this out but its official, I NEED my TWINS.


















